Changes

During the follow up appointment my partner and consultant discussed the fact it was like a penalty shoot out - the first attempt misses but the second or third attempt may score! Talking about football when our whole world had fallen apart! MEN!!!

Second attempt - well I was more casual, almost convincing myself it wouldn’t work, looking back I guess I was trying to prevent the hurt and upset if it didn’t work again.

During the two week wait I started looking at our options mainly regarding the adoption process, as I say, convinced it would fail again…

Then, the moment of truth, peeing on a stick time! I hadn’t started bleeding …. Could it be???? Was it possible???? YES! There it was my first ever Positive Pregnancy Test, seeing that line was like a dream come true, reading the instructions several times again to make sure I hadn’t read the result wrong or pee’d on the stick wrong!

Two years on and I still have the three pee sticks as keepsakes!

We have a beautiful little boy, he turned two at the beginning of April…. He’s our world…